Bringing Up Boy

Part Three

From Boy's (semi) private journal:
Well, shit. I did it. I showed up and there was a note on the door, and he wasn't even there! He told me to come over at 6:30 promptly and he wasn't going to be home for another hour. His roommates were all gone, too.

He'd left a long message on the computer for me and set up this LiveJournal account. Scix_boy. Very cute. Well, he'll be home soon, I'd better do a last minute check to make sure I'm following instructions to the letter. This is what I want, and I don't want to mess up on the first day. And I'd better go to the bathroom. Ooh, maybe I need to shower again, I'm all nervous-sweaty. Shit, what is he going to do when he gets here? Will I be flogged right away just to beat me down?

I sure as hell hope my instincts are good on this one (though he's got good referrals from Alicia) -- I'd hate to sign on for this and just be a sex toy for however long.

But no, I don't get to choose, and that's my choice. Shit, look at me I'm hyperventilating. Calm down, breathe, in through the nose, out through the mouth. This is going to be the longest, hardest, most intense "scene" ever.

No time to go on, he'll be here in ten minutes.

~~Ja...~~ --Scix' Boy

Later…

Whoo. Next day. I think I've done everything right so far. This, of course, makes me nervous. He'll be home in a few hours.

So, I signed on for three months. I thought he'd think I was pussing out, but he seemed to understand. After all, I'm giving up my regular life here. I'd always said to friends unhappy with their lives that the answer was usually just to reinvent their life from scratch. So here I am, a kept boy. To a guy, no less.

I did his morning ritual, and I'm only a little stiff and achy from sleeping on the floor, and I think I could get used to this. I got everything done in plenty of time this morning. And the … the blowjob was odd somehow. I mean -- usually, in porn anyway, the one sucking dick is the sub, you know? But no, not this morning. I was there for HIM. I had no problem not cumming, but I think too many days without my morning jerk-off and it'll get tougher. And god help me, I'm looking forward to losing the condom.

So after he left for work this morning I was left to my own devices for a bit. I put on the jock and sweatpants and did some army-style calisthenics in the front yard. Came in, cleaned up, tidied the bedroom, the area around his computer. The roommates are starting to wake up, and they've all introduced themselves. Since I'm to call all of them Sir, I guess my lack of talent for names won't hurt me much here.

They made me take lunch around midafternoon, but mostly we talked. Some of them roam the house in the nude, so my presence wasn't as odd as I'd thought at first, but they were curious. They clearly love Scix and each other, and they were concerned both for and about me. We talked a little about my life Outside, and why I'd chosen this life. They told me they'd gone to dinner and the movies last night to give me and Scix the house alone, and that I'd almost NEVER see the place empty again.

I like these people.

The busty redhead (what IS her name?) kept eyeing me, but pretending she wasn't. She told me in no uncertain terms that she wasn't "into all that" but she had me fetch her stuff all day. Not that I minded. I think one of my biggest enemies here is going to be boredom while he's at work. (Oh, shit, I did NOT just admit that in a journal he'll be reading!)

So now I wait. I have to be in position, wearing the cockring again, when he returns. I have a feeling tonight's going to be a little less civil than last night -- He hasn't really laid a hand on me yet. If *I* were doing this, I'd need to lay some smack down early on, just to keep things clear.

To be honest, I don't want too easy a ride here.

--Scix' Boy

To Be Continued...